#oh the long juxtaposition between kirei-claudia kiritsugu-irisviel and shirou-sakura

[empty-dream]

Sometimes he thinks, 'I wanted to kill her.' Is that for his pleasure, or is it grief over wanting to kill the one he loved with his own hands? He cuts off his thought process whenever the answer flickers in his head. It's something that should be hidden forever. The woman's death was meaningless. Her devotion couldn't change him. But the man didn't want to consider her death to be worthless. —So he stopped searching for answers.